this is how i feel today. i feel so apathetic. that is the problem. - I have no desire to leave this house. except eating a decent veggie meal, might appeal. dad just walkd by and was like "you are still here" i'm like, yea, i live here, its a sunday and cold outside, where am i going to go? - He makes me feel guilty when i am not with people - this is a gloomy day, and yet i must remember it is only one note in the symphony of my soul. :)